bikini fetish.

stayin' fly while i keep it fresh...

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 18:47:26 GMT

I really want to go to an aquarium. And a flea market, preferably ones in BK. I also need to check out that HCO store.

I'll be away for a week watching Graham. His parents (the owners) are going to be in CA at a wedding.

My summer session II class starts on Monday ~ business communications class. The professor emailed us and told us that it might be cancelled cause there's only 10 people enrolled in it. If that's the case, I might have to take another class in the fall. Ugh, this sucks.

Nothing exciting has been going on, obviously. But I'll probably have more things to talk about after I come back from dog sitting.

my sign is vital and my hands are cold, and i'm on my knees looking for the answer

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 18:33:47 GMT

I got a package from LIM College. You only get a package from the school you applied for if you got in. So yeah, I got in. I was happy for a good minute until I read that I have to take a placement test...even if I'm a transfer student. I don't know how many more exams I can take before my brain blows up. I also have to pay a $400 enrollment deposit...what the shit is that? I'm slightly relieved now that I don't have to worry about if I got in or not. I had to ask my friend if I really did get in...cause I just couldn't believe it. They never even got my official transcript from the school I'm attending now. I haven't graduated yet, obviously. But, I still got in :)

I need a drink or two...or five. Going out with the bestie tonight to the UES. YAYYYYYYY!

this candy got you sprung, so call me your sugar

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 01:04:24 GMT

Yesterday, I basically spent the whole morning and afternoon at school attending CPE workshops. I should've went to all of them in March. I really think I would've passed if I did. I only failed by 4 points and I messed up in the graph part. The CPE workshop that I needed to go for. I'm going to go to two more tomorrow. Friday is my test date and I can't tell you how much I'm so over with this school shit. I just want to graduate.

Afterwards, I went to Forest Hills to meet up with Nicole and JD. We drove to Kim's house where her sister, Lauren was having a graduation party. It was kinda drizzly so they rented a tent to cover the backyard and the hot tub. We were in that hot tub for FOUR FREAKING HOURSSSSSS! I'm not sure if you're supposed to stay in there for more than an hour or two. I was soooo lightheaded from the heat and steam the whole night. (I don't have any pictures from the party because everyone else were taking them. I'll probably get it from them somehow.)

Today was the Big Apple Block Party @ Madison Square Park. I went with Nicole and Robyn but she left earlier because her phone was dead and I think it just got boring for her. We were in line to eat $8 baby back ribs. Haha, it was worth the money though. I saw a guy wearing a shirt that read: Go ♥ your own city. Ya know, like how people always wear I ♥ NY shirts? I wanna get it so bad...but when I looked it up on-line, it was listed as $36.

Nicole leaves for Disneyworld with JD on ~~Thursday~~ Friday...so on Wednesday, we're going to have lunch/dinner at Brother Jimmy's. :)

now tell me how i look, would you rather live life like me or by the book?

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:41:17 GMT

DAY 8: FINAL...NO MORE. SORRY.
I really give up with this 365 photo project thing. I lost all motivation to even try to take photos. I'll start back when I have nothing to worry about, and I'm content with life. Whenever that might be.

A few days ago, I thought I was experiencing a stroke. I've talked to a few people that experienced it and they said that their arm gets numb or cold? and they start losing their eyesight. My left pinky and the side of my left palm was sooooo numb and I couldn't see from my left eye. Which made my vision all blurry cause my right side is my bad eye. This happened as I was making icons and I seriously thought I was going blind. I couldn't see what I was typing. So I laid down for like 5 minutes...still freaking out. Ate some fruit and it felt kind of better, but left me with a pounding headache. That headache never left. Now, I have a sinus infection.

I was going to go out today to go to a CPE workshop to prepare for my second CPE test. But I just can't...I'm going to go get sinus medication at the supermarket in a little bit and rest.

you woke me up, no longer tired...with you i feel inspired, you help me find my fire

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 19:45:31 GMT

I wanna know exactly what the FUCK is going on with the people that's living right above us. It's like people running really hard, and at one point there was a loud thump. My mom thought someone died...lmfao. But shit, my hand hurts so much cause I kept pounding on the ceiling to shut them up. I don't think they hear me or they probably are just ignoring me...but I cannot take this shit anymore. I know that one of my neighbors that live next door to me complained yesterday, but they haven't stopped.

I'm seriously getting sick of this 365 photo project thing. So I've decided I'll only put pictures of stuff when I have things to talk about. (Still going to take pictures everyday...posting them on Flickr and Tumblr though.)

My ear itches and my head's pounding. I have a sore throat...ugh wtf is going on with me?!

DAY 5: THE SOUNDS

i'm lovesick when you're not around, check me over...

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 21:07:30 GMT

DAY 3: I got my period...usually get it around the time Nicole does.

i press trigger, i don't press people's buttons...

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 23:31:19 GMT

Turns out, I have unlimited data on my plan so I can keep Pandora on my phone :)

I apologize. These are really horrible photos and just really boring. But yesterday I started my 365 picture project thingymajig. I also went to my first day of Statistic class for the summer. Holy cow man...that subject is sooooooo difficult. I have no idea wtf my professor is talking about. Oh, and we have a test already on Monday. I don't even have the textbook yet. This sucks major ass.

DAY 1: the requirements to work there are for "cool, good-looking people" -- bitch plz.

DAY 2: tommy pickles! i used to be sooooo obsessed with him.
My sister took out all the things in her storage boxes and random things popped out like the Tommy Pickles doll.

i put food on the table and a roof overhead, but i'll trade it all tomorrow...

Thu, 28 May 2009 22:38:34 GMT

This morning, my sister drove me, my mom and my dog out to our hometown to visit my granny's gravesite. I never know what to say or do when I go there. But I tagged along cause my sister said that we could bring the dog. Woodside looks so different now...it makes me sad. At least the part where I used to live does.

Monday, I start classes again. (sigh)

Oh, so I got a memory card for my phone and downloaded Pandora back on there. I will only use it when my iPod battery dies.

Change of plans for Saturday night, we might not go to Justine's going away party. But we're definitely going to do something together. (We meaning me and Nicole.)

i turn my head to the east, i don't see nobody by my side...

Tue, 26 May 2009 21:53:48 GMT

I asked for a goddamn trim...and this is what I'm left with. UGHHH!!! I seriously look like an Asian boy. Time to start wearing hats again!

I have to start taking vitamins now. Gross.
On Sunday, I almost died from choking on a piece of mint because some pervert tried to feel me up in a crowded street. I was seriously choking like...face turning red and shit in the 86 degree weather. So I kept swallowing it with water but it wasn't really helping. I was short of breath, too. No one even tried to help...not that I would want any. (How mortifying would that be?!) But, imagine? I came home and told my mom and she said that I could've been dead.

Friday, I'm going to the movies with my sister to see Up! Not really looking forward to seeing it with my sister...but since she's going to leave on the 1st of June, I'll be nice to her.

Depending on the weather for Saturday or Sunday, me and my sister are going to the beach in Sandy Hook, Jersey. And Justine's (Nicole's client) going-away party is on Saturday night. I'm excited to go...I haven't been out for awhile.

can you keep up? baby boy, make me lose my breath...

Tue, 19 May 2009 21:53:07 GMT

BFFL with a scared little girl.
Sorry Nicole...but I cut off your forehead. (Nothing wrong with it though -- it's just me.) One of my friends noticed that I always cut people's foreheads off. I don't know wtf it is. But I hate foreheads...that's my least favorite body part of a human being. I hate my own. And to top it all off, I have a fivehead.

» In other news, Friday is my last day to work. I'm sad cause I'll be broke for a long ass time.

» I'm sending out my LIM application tomorrow, finally.

ETA: Last minute FRIENDS CUT: I added some new people but I feel like we're not clicking. So I deleted some of you guys, would you guys please delete me, too?

every step i'm taking, every move i make feels lost with no direction

Sat, 16 May 2009 20:33:01 GMT

~ Yesterday...David (remember him?) IM'd me out of nowhere and said he wanted to be my friend again. YAYYYYY!!! When I saw him, I gave him the longest hug ever. After work, I ventured out to Astoria and hung out with him at his house and had a lateeeee lunch in the hood.

~ It doesn't even feel like summer vacation for me. I should be studying for my Biology final...but instead I'm on TUMBLR and taking pictures of useless things. (sigh)

i keep my bracelet in my wallet cause i have nowhere else to put it. my mom and sister don't really know that i have it. augi got it for me when i went to la...and if i told them that, they'd be really suspicious and wonder why a friend will just get me a bracelet. i'll probably wear it when my sister is gone though cause i can just tell my mom anything...she's gullible like that.

stickers that augi got me. i don't even know what drove him to buy me stickers...of all things.

it is probably a really bad idea to carry my social security card around.

another thing i'm proud of collecting :)

everything sounded so dandy and sweet, i had no idea i was in for a treat...

Tue, 12 May 2009 22:01:13 GMT

I am on the verge of failing Bio. My average so far in the class is a D. I failed 2 of the 3 lecture exams that I took. Missed my first lab exam so now I have to make it up along with the second lab exam on Thursday. I think I got that down though. I just have to memorize the answers. But for the final? Which is on Monday... I'm seriously going to study my ass off. I remember last semester I was failing Math, and for the final...I studied sooo effing much that I passed. Which was a miracle! If I have to repeat this class, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.

I'm finally getting paid tonight...and I am so so happy. I don't have to feel like a douche and ask my mom for money anymore. Although, I do have to ask her for $2 for tomorrow's bus. (sigh)

Going to get my transfer application out by Saturday of this week, for sure. FINAL ANSWER!

when i say jump, you say "how high"?

Sat, 09 May 2009 01:32:39 GMT

~ Today couldn't get anyyyyy slower.
~ 23 more days and the sister is GONE.
~ Boss screwed me over. Now I'm broke as fcuk.

come, catch me babe, i've fallen...come, save me baby...i'm crawlin'

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 18:03:46 GMT

just need 100K and this baby will be mine.

pa-pa-pa-pa..RAZZI

fine ass looking ladies

she was very fond of the hummer. i guess it suits her cause she's so tall.

DROOOOOLLLLLLLLL...

but in the meantime, i got it hard...second floor living, without a yard

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 02:05:50 GMT

(Note: This isn't all of the pictures that were taken. Mostly shot by Nicole using my Canon Powershot SD600. The rest from the car show are on my other camera...which I can't access right now. But I'll def post them up tomorrow or something. And I did a shitty job at editing them cause I'm really not in the mood...so sorry about that.)

Friday afternoon: Auto Show @ Jacob Javits with Nicole, JD + Chris.

$14 seemed a bit too much, IDK. But I got to ride in my dream car...which I'll post pix of tomorrow or something.

Nicole + JD in the white Saab.

updating my facebook status, haha.

inside the hummer.
Oh and after the car show, me...Nicole and Robyn saw 17 Again. And OMFG. NEW FAVORITE MOVIE. Gotta go see it again. So obsessed with it.

Friday night: Alright, so JD's friend that we'll call BAC was supposed to have a birthday party/bar hopping thing going on. But that son of a bitch cancelled HIS OWN PARTY (I know, WTF?!) at the last minute which got me and Nicole boiling up inside. The main reason we both wanted to go was because BAC is this really foiiiiiine fella and wanted to finally meet him. But we all (JD, Chris, Worm & Nicole) decided that we shouldn't waste the night away and went to a bar in Bayside called "Sullivans".

i'm going to get you, yeah...no matter what they say...you think i'm losing, but i always get my way

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 03:34:16 GMT

I absolutely loved the Hannah Montana movie. I loved pretty much all the songs that she sang in it, too. And whoa, the boy that's in that movie is one helluva hottie! I'm downloading her soundtrack right now. That whole theatre was filled with little teeny bopping kids. It felt and sounded like a concert, too. Like people, mostly kids clapping and chanting "HANNAH, HANNAH, HANNAH"...and singing along, screaming whenever she was on screen. Parents were pushing and shoving...and trying to speak with the managers, lmfao. Hannah Montana is SRS BZNSS. It was maddddnesssssssss! I loved every minute of it though. I'm definitely going to buy the movie when it comes out!

I loved all the outfits that she and Lily (Emily Osment) wore.

I'm beat. Going to bed now. Gotta go to the doctor's tomorrow.

called you for the first time yesterday, finally found the missing part of me...

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:34:16 GMT

I ordered my platform sandals on Saturday, and it got sent to me on Monday morning. My new favorite site is REVOLVE CLOTHING. Plus, free shipping?! Loves it. I guess you can call it a late birthday present from myself. I love it soooooo much. When I first tried it on, I felt like I was walking on stilts. It has a 4.5" platform. I can't wait til the summer so I can wear it out already! Tell me this isn't sexy:

I'm like in the happiest mood this month...so far. My sister will be away for a week and I'm on Spring Break. Last night, I stayed at Justine's boyfriend's place with Nicole. They're away on vacation in Sydney, Australia. It took us almost 4 hours to figure out how to use the damn PS2 game system regarding the DVD option.

being a man...and doing manly things.

monday nights with the BFF.

Tomorrow, I'm going to the Hannah Montana movie screening with Jason. I'm excited...he got me free tickets after reading my FB status. LULZ.

you are my heaven on earth, you are my hunger...my thirst

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 22:58:40 GMT

I am head over heels in love with my new phone. It has everything...I can even listen to Pandora! But, I need more data for it to function properly...right now, I'm too broke to worry about more data. I can finally take photos now, lol. I still have my old phone because me and my sister didn't have the time yet to beat the shit out of it.

School has been sooooo stressful lately...that I've become extremely emotional. No more talking about school until Spring Break.

Oh! I took the CPE test today... and, I was like half asleep when I was writing my essay. I didn't know WTF I was writing towards the end. I woke up slightly hungover and dehydrated. I stayed out late last night with Nicole, JP and his girlfriend, Delina @ a bar in Gramercy? Or is it Flatiron? Worst idea ever. The test was 4 hours...and waiting for the bus to go home was another hour...that's like the whole day without any food. I'm drinking coffee now because I hate taking naps after 7pm. But I think I might have to cause I can barely keep my eyes open.

i don't want to be free...i'm stayin', and you...and you're gonna love me...

Sat, 14 Mar 2009 15:47:38 GMT

Billy is talking to me again. And I've never been so happy and relieved before. He got me the Blackberry Bold and an account with AT&T. Since I don't have a credit history, they said I'd have to pay $500 deposit. WTF? That's like a down payment on a studio apartment or some shit. Ridic. So, I'm going to pay T-Mobile their $200 to cancel with them (finally!) and the rest to Billy. That means, I won't be able to get my iPod until probably May. I have like 100 songs listed that I need to download.

In other news, my sister and I completed the puzzle last night. This took 2 weeks. I worked on the first two and my sister worked on the last. The hardest part about this puzzle was the dark parts:

My life is boring as of late.

no more focus, hobo's got a career...

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 02:48:33 GMT

I hate when people assume only the elderly get back pain. This morning, I took the elevator one flight up because my back was killing me. (I have scoliosis and it hurts when I stand or walk too much.) And this woman came in to go to the 7th floor. She gave me the bitchiest glare ever and said "just one flight up?!" and I'm like "uh...yeah." She kept nodding her head. I was so annoyed...I wanted to say "You need the exercise, I have back problems." But I didn't feel like getting beat up cause that elevator is slowwwwwwww.

I woke up 30 minutes before my class started today. And when I came into class, all we did was look through a damn microscope and label shit. I also got glass stuck inside my index finger which hurt like a bitch. I regret taking morning classes for real. Oh, and I failed my first Bio test by one point. YAYYYYYYY.

Tomorrow till next Monday...it's going to be in the 60's. I absolutely cannot wait...so happy right now just thinking about it.

I made an appointment with the Genius Bar @ the Apple store to get my ipod fixed but the dude said that I would need to get a new one. So my next paycheck will go towards that. I'm pissed cause my sister broke it and she can't pay for it cause she has to pay $1400 for wrecking her piece of shit car, once again.

The other thing my sister got me.

love me, hate me...say what you want about me...

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 03:06:00 GMT

I can't fucking stand the mailmen here. They can't do anything right! I ordered a book for school. I tracked the package and apparently, it was shipped...and it arrived today at 8:40am to my address. I didn't see a damn slip or a package. And who the fuck would take it? I'm seriously fuming up right now.

I still feel like I'm 23...nothing has changed.

Nicole got me a $40 giftcard to Red Mango and the Changeling DVD. OMG, I seriously love this girl! I was thinking of buying the DVD with the paycheck I'm getting tomorrow. Now, I can save it.

My sister surprised me with a cake...with candles lit and shiet. I wasn't expecting a cake, lol. She asked me to make a wish...but I really don't believe in that hoopla. But she made me anyways...so I wished for the website for my on-line classes to work without stalling on me. (It gives me problems all the time!) The wish didn't come true, like I expected. And she made me a friendship bracelet, got me my own flip flops ... and apparently, there's something else that's supposed to come in the mail.

JP...that crazy fella, got me another serial killer book. Shit man...I don't even know what the Barnes and Noble people are going to think of him. It's kinda creepy.

I'm taking my girls shopping @ VS this week. I cannot wait. I love spoiling my friends!

This Friday is Robyn's birthday party thingy at Fat Black Pussycat. I think I got the name right. I'm excited...I seriously need to get my drink on.

Haha! Oh, and my boss is an extreme health freak. Always giving us advice about how to eat and shit. And he told me if he catches me chewing on my nails on the job, he'll fire me. I'm seriously so nervous right now cause all I ever do is bite my nails while on the job. It is so boring.

T-Mobile is dunzo. Sometime this month, I'm cancelling with them and getting myself the BB Bold and a contract with AT&T.

everyone's a winner now, we're making the fame...

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:00:18 GMT

Atlantic City was fun...despite the fact that it's only NJ and a rip-off of Vegas. I got to mingle with my friends that I rarely ever get to see unless some sort of event goes on. And I got to meet JP's girlfriend who is a sweetheart, btw.

There are wayyyy too many photos that I don't really want to post up cause it took me about 2 hours editting all of them last night.

Now it's back to reality :(

i met him at the 7-11, and now i'm in 7th heaven...tell me, tell me...can this be true?

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 02:29:52 GMT

My sister came back from her cross country road trip...and to my surprise, she isn't getting on my nerves. At least, not yet. She bought me a New Mexico keychain. Our childhood friend, Alex goes to school there so she visited on her way back to the East Coast. She also bought me chocolate...even though I'm not really a chocolate person. And at first I thought it was a heart with a lock...but turns out it was a white chocolate penis! She said she was going to get me a milk chocolate one that was quadruple the size...but she thought I'd get freaked out by it or something. I just felt sooooooo uncomfortable getting that from my sister!

I'm doing a paper on my favorite serial killer: Aileen Wuornos. I am so excited...I started reading it as soon as I opened the package. But I kind of have to cause it's due next month.

Atlantic City with the beezies this Saturday. I am sooooooo excited for it. AHHHH!!!

Oh! And I almost forgot...I got my hair trimmed and got waves at the ends. I lovelovelove it soooooo effing much. Seriously, the best day I've had in so long.

i keep searching...forever in your eyes...

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 17:50:01 GMT

I AM BACK. FOR GOOD THIS TIME!
Do you know how good it feels to come home to an empty house? OH MY GOD. I am in such a good mood right now. My sister went to LA to pick up her car...it will take her about a week and a half, at least, to drive it back here. A week and a half without my sister? That's almost better than any tropical island vacation.

And it feels so good to have a new layout...in honor of V-day. I change it monthly. I can get new icons without hotlinking them (oops!).

Yeah, so now most of you may know already. I retrieved all my fonts, livejournal related stuff onto my laptop. I met some dude from Flickr that's a computer programmer...so I went to his job and he helped me with everything. FOR FREE! I was thinking of paying someone on CL. LOL, it's so funny...he asked me what's the most important stuff I need on my laptop...and I said fonts! Of all things I wanted to save the fonts. I didn't get my music on here cause I was already late for work. And it's really not a big deal to re-download them. I don't know if I got all my pictures...but the only ones I needed were my desktop photos. How sad.

I have loads and loads of websites to go to...to save images to make icons again. That's like one of the most exciting parts of icon-making. Looking for images!

I'm so excited...I don't know where to get started!!!

a big, big stone fall and break my crown, there's a wait so long...

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 01:12:45 GMT

I don't have to walk the dogs at all this week because my boss...or whatever you wanna call him is on vacation. He still owes me money for last week...so I'll let him know that I'm quitting when he gives that money to me.

At school, my manager told me that I can take off today cause I accidentally worked 2 extra hours last week. I can only work 15 hours a week...so yay! Off to Nicole's house I went.

My laptop came and I'm so effing happy. The first thing I did was get a new desktop wallpaper...LMAO. I love this! It feels so surreal!

This Thursday, I'm meeting up with a guy that will retrieve all my files from my computer's hard drive into CDs. Can't wait for that.